why is it so painfully awkward to keep in touch with people? i HATE networking. with as much passion as i can muster. UGH. the world runs this way. people are used to it. it's no big deal. except that it is; it takes so much skill that i don't have. ginormous whiiiiiiine.

...you know ginormous shows up in webster's new millenium dictionary now? i love language. hooray for being easily distracted, i think it's how i keep from deciding to no longer be alive. okay, i don't think that could be worded any more depressingly (or this any more awkwardly). fantastic. time to stop. go do something productive.